I am tired and honestly rather high-strung.
So I did get an internship position I wanted. I hope it works out. Others seem skeptical but you know what? I don’t actually give a damn what they think. Prestigious or not, I secured this on my own and I know God would prosper whatever I do at this company cos He was the one who opened the doors to me at the first place. And my God is an AWESOME God! If He is for me, who can be against me?
Now it’s down to my final year project. I have kinda settled for a direction I wanna go into but I don’t know if I can pull it through and make it spectacular enough for a final year project. I am just not into working on huge impossible things. I wanna work on things that matter, things that can take shape, things that work for real. I don’t need to save the world and I don’t care if there is a need for a designer’s input. Self-indulgent or not, I am a designer and I want to make a difference. You might not think you need me, but after I am done, you might appreciate my input.
I will not be discouraged.
Doors will not close on me. If they do, I’d knock down a hole in the wall and make a door for myself. Nothing is going to stop me.
On a lighter note, it’s been awesome meeting up with people who matter once a week. I wonder why we never did this sooner. It’s great knowing these people are there and they got my back, sorta. Maybe this is why people like being in a cell group or church. It’s just knowing that there will be this group of people no matter what. Unfortunately, I do not trust. We might share the same “God” but that does not mean we’re family even though we’re suppose to be. Sad ain’t it? Ah well..
I guess this wasn’t such a quickie after all..