“I have no right, by anything I do or say, to demean a human being in his own eyes. What matters is not what I think of him; it is what he thinks of himself. To undermine a man’s self-respect is a sin.”—Antoine de Saint-Exupery (via brokenninja)
You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to stimulate your senses and your mind, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:
Online Content Developer
You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don’t like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.
You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don’t like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.
You like to be involved deeply in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others at all costs.
You trust what is certain. You only like new ideas if they can be practically applied to the situation. You value what is real. You use your common sense. You like to utilise the skills you have instead of learning new ones. You are very specific and detailed when writing or talking to others. You follow directions well. You like things to be laid out for you to do instead of working them out for yourself. You like decisions to be made. You don’t like things to be left in limbo. You like to know what you are getting into before you commit to something.
You like to focus on the here and now. You enjoy completing projects. It is important for you to achieve and succeed. Therefore, you believe in working hard and playing later. You like to set goals and work towards them
There are points in my life where I wish I were a hermit. Retreat into a cave where no one can find me and just do what I wanna do. But it’s something I hardly experience in the past.
I dare say, I’ve wanted to be a hermit so many times within the past three years, it’s possibe that it even doubles the number of times I’ve felt that way the other 19 years of my life.
I think I hate my time in poly just as much as I hated my time in my secondary school. But it was so much easier to tide through secondary school because I had friends in the same boat, I had church which I enjoyed and it’s so much easier just mugging.
Nothing much has really gone right these past three years and I can’t say I’ve been taught a lot. I really have no idea what I am doing here really. I just wanna get it over and done with. And I really don’t care if it’s just a pass anymore.
Thanks for messing up my life and education. I really appreciate it.
Don’t apologise because I know you’re still new to this. It’s all a self-discovery process.. one day you’d come to know how much you are able to give as a person to another. You’d be amazed at yourself because I know you have no idea what a wonderful person you really are and how capable you are at loving. I am not simply “tolerating” or “putting-up” with you. I don’t feel that way at all. You are who you are and you are still learning and growing like I am. I am here to enjoy that process with you. Nothing I have done has felt like a chore to me. And I’d do it all the same all over again. (:
I haven’t said much about my birthday cos I have honestly been waiting for the awesome photos I took at PLAY to be uploaded. But I doubt it is happening soon though. They pretty much sum up my birthday celebrations this year!
Things are different. I am different.
Life is just so much more laid back, fun and spontaneous now.
And I am loving it.
So I spent the night before my birthday at Play with Miao, Rach, Jenn and Sam! Music was awesome and the crowd was overwhelming but I had so much fun! Illusion is currently my favourite cocktail ever! It tastes like the citrus rum concoction Ben made for us at the company BBQ. We got home and then they surprised me with a cake! I actually almost got pissed cos they locked me out of my bedroom and I was pretty tired by then to realise they were preparing my cake until I heard the word “cake”.. I felt really bad for flaring up slightly. Nutella cake from Polar ain’t too bad! Then we slept, woke up a couple of hours later and I introduced them to the world of Simply Bread. Food never tastes so good! Sent them home.. slept some more.. Dinner with parents at my favourite Japanese restaurant. Swordfish sashimi is seriously the bomb. Went to church after and caught Letters to God. It was so so inspiring. Came home and had a slice of carrot cake as my “birthday cake”. Love the card Daddy and Mummy gave me!
Then the next day I spent the whole day with Jake, Caleb and Charlotte.. It was awesome! Brunch at Spruce, ice cream from Shaw Towers, church, MEGAMIND, supper at thomson!
Met up with Joe on tues.. oh I missed him so.. I can’t believe it’s been a year. I am so glad I didn’t lose my kor. =D
And of course I won’t forget to mention the awesome dinner I had before Play! (: I received one of the nicest birthday card I have gotten ever! (: Thanks babe!
All in all, it’s been a good year.. I have rediscovered myself.. I am me again and I am loving the new improved me. I feel blessed and loved by the people around me.. be it people who always been around, people I’ve just met or people from my past coming back to be part of my present. I no longer feel alone.. I know I have people I can rely on. And I appreciate the presence of every single person in my life.. (: